Fate.

When something happened, we always blame the world. When it comes to family/friends, things wont be smooth all the times. Sometimes, I'll blame too. Why do I know you? Why did you appear in my life?
I believe that I'm not the only one who think this way. Thinking back, it's fate which bring us together. Some will stay with us till the end and some will teach us how to grow up. Friends who came but went off. They choose to abandon this friendship. Don't dislike/hate them because they are a part of your memories. It's a precious lesson that no one will face the same thing as you. One day, when you find yourself able to smile to them again, that's when you know you've grown up. When you face obstacles, don't give up, let it be a bridge that you need to cross over and things will be fine. I'm in the process of learning. Learning how to take things easy and enjoy this journey.

Hate misunderstandings.

I dun like to be misunderstood. I mean... U can ask properly and make sure tt wad u said are true and with evidence. Why must ppl say tt I steal things?! Just packing a goodie bags for the freshies and some other SL took the stuff doesn't give u a reason to raise ur voice at me becuz I'm not the one. That also doesn't give u a reason to stare at me. No, to watch my every move. I can buy things which are much better than all thise stuff with my own money. It is fucking unfair. I'm not the one but I'm actually getting all this shit for nth. This isn't the first time.

I remember when I went to S house and he said he wanted to show me the BB photo book tt his sister bought for him, he said 'dun steal hor, I know u like it a lot' it's like wtf. I can buy it myself. Why do I have to steal it from u? That's when I just put the book aside and thought 'am I this kind of person to u?'

People should stop all this nonsense. It is very unfair to ppl who didn't do anything wrong. Doesn't mean tt poorer people will steal and the rich are the only ones who can afford everything.

Someone save me pls.

For this past few months, things are going smoothly. In fact, happy and fun. With all the sem 2 awesome people I have. But this happiness just won't last. Things between the clique seems to change. Why is it that things just can't remain the same? The worse thing is, even secondary school cliques are facing problems too.

I remember someone(P) used to ask me 'Among the clique, who can u trust the most? Who will u tell ur secrets to?' And I said J. But come to think of it now, I can trust nobody. Sometimes things tt u say can be hurtful but u'll nvr realise . If words can kill, u've killed at least a hundred. Why can't u just think before u say?

Sometimes I wonder, why are u gals laughing at me? Is it my fault to grow like this? Do I want all this? NO!! Put urself into my shoes and feel how I'm feeling!! U all will nvr understand.

I HAVE THE URGE TO LEAVE THIS PLACE. I DUN WANNA BE HERE.