No choice

No matter what happened,
Sometimes, we seem to have choices.E.g. Going out with friends.We may seem to have a choice to choose to go or not to go.But everything had been chosen for us.If we go,..........may happen.If we don't go,...................may happen.No matter what,something must have took place in that particular time.That's our destiny.Our fate nothing much can be done or changed.
time won't stop.

I just hate especially falling sick
Just dunno whether is it lucky or unlucky 2 fall sick on friday.Lucky tt it's after e 3 prelim papers.Unlucky tt e next day was a saturday when i can enjoy myself.E best is not 2 fall sick during this period.
On fridays.

Life ins't smooth

Life may not be as smooth
In e word life,includes kinship,relationship,friendship n many other 'ship'.My kinship float on e surface most of e time when i need them by my side.However,my friendship may be floating/sinking.Friends may left u out but family won't.U can simply pull any friends on e street but u can't find any stranger who has blood relation with u.Friends isn't 4 a lifetime but families are.No matter how u say they're no one to u,they're still there 4 u.Wad 4 having friends?!U dun need tt if u know tt they'll leave u 1 day.Ur loves 1 will share their pain/joy/sad/anger with u but friends will partly share thier food/drinks with u.Tt makes a difference in my life.Who's life will go on so smoothly?
as i wanted it.

I'm not me

I may not be that Jocelyn
All u know abt me is all my 'appearance' when i'm with u.How will i react 2 certain things may not be e 1 tt u can accept.I might change within a day.I can be smiling in front of u but my heart is drown in tears n i can't pull through.I can jump/laugh/sing with u but will u lend me a shoulder when i need u by my side.U've nvr spare a tought 4 me.Wad i want/Why do i need u/Can u be by my side 4ever.I want myself 2 be happier without u but how long do i need to fulfil this wish.I can do it!I really can?All e lies seems 2 be e truth 2 me.I dunno when i can believe u.Which sight is e real u?Everything seems to fade away n go out of control.I'm no longer myself.I can't even regconise myself when i look into e mirror.When will i get be on track?I'm still trying to search 4 e 'real' me.
that you've known.

Great nite

Have a happy night

Yesterday: was Luo Zhi Xiang's Birthday.Wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY here!

:I went 2 prata house wif ET Bird Za Hidayah AC CCJ CCC RC n BL but B4 tt,I went to my sku musical nite wif Pris n 'gang'.I had a fun nite wif them.After eating,we went for a walk n den take pictures.

With you guys.

Stop asking

Stop asking for an explaination
U may ve known everything in this world but just those problems between us u won't know.Rather then asking us why,why not u find it out urself?Aren't u really good at all this little things?Making e others life more worse n ve a 'happily ever after' urself.Tt sounds good 4 u rite?Making our life turn upside down.'I love u man' infront of us n 'fuck her la' behind us.Tt's how u call urself as a 'good friend'?Drowning our friendship at e end of e day n go around saying 'i've no friends i dunno wad happen they all ignore me lor' how pathetic is it.Others may say 'it's okay u still ve us by ur side' but wad we'll say to u is 'Fuck off la!Get out of my side la FUCKER!'
afterall,you won't feel any better.

Recently

I've got to say that

I don't knw wad happened.

But i'm not in e mood of doing anything.

No D&T,No homework,

No solidworks,No friends.

Everything tt used 2 belong 2 me isn't mine now.

I felt betrayed.

I hate e feeling of 'being used'.

Trying 2 getclose 2 me so tt u can get closer

2 e person u like isn't e rite attitude of making friends.

STOP DENYING!

I freaking hell knw wad's goin on.

Trust is e keyword 2 friendship dun u knw it?

U'll nvr knw how i feel now.

To u is help but to me is 'use'.

U can just ignore me after u get wad u wanted.

U'RE HAPPY BUT I'M NOT!

Wad u think is only 4 urself.

U urs n urself.

U freaking IDIOT!

Stop all ur crap in front of me!

U won't understand how i feel rite now.

I need some fresh air.

I need to be ALONE!

I can help u with all this craps but u

can't/dun bother to help me with anything!

Wad's e point of treating u as my freind?
I dun need ur help...

Just can't out of my sight n tt's helpin me.

I've given u a chance to be friends

but u 'let go' of tt chance.

Whatever u say now is pointless.

U've shown ur true colour.

I'm freaking pissed off recently.