Memories

While looking back at time,
I've been looking at some of my photos taken with my freinds and i smiled.All e memory seems to flash back and e happy moment made my smile.I believe tt it's all secondary school life.Photos tt are able to capture moment tt u won't be able to see it in ur life ever again.Good friends or 'bad' friends are a part of my life to make my life perfect.Am i able to make them smile?That's my HAPPY ENING in secondary sku this year.I really thx u guys so much for all e memory and we seem to be much closer ever since we knew each other.A big smile everyday make life better.:):):):)
I smiled.

F.R.I.E.N.D

Is there any solutions
I may be thinking to much.I may be too sensitive recently but i felt something's wrong.I felt tt u guys r drifting away from me for some reason.If u guys don like me,u guys can tell me.If u guys don like me joining any outings with all of u,i can make myself out of it.Wad's with e left out and avoiding?U guys r really good and i dun wish to lose u guys.Be honest with me and tell me wad's goin on.I'll change for e better.I tot tt's wad friends r for.But my friends seems to be TEARS rather than LAUGHTER.Isn't it funny?E funniest joke rite?I know tt friends aren't forever but y am i asking for tt?
to solve this problem?

SELF-STUDIES!!!

Things went wrong

There's always something tt's nt under my 'control'.

I can't stop all this and EVERYTHING seems to clash.

'N' levels round e corner and getting closer every min SPENT.

Will it be all rite?

Teachers doesn't seem to be teaching after our PRELIMS.

Can i go through this?

Classmates went 'missing' recently.

Msges out of no where and best wishes from friends for 'N' levels.

I still can't concentrate on my studies although i've tried to.

Facebook is always there for me waiting

for me to comment on others STATUS.

Blogging is always a very good listener to

hear me out complaining to it.

Every sentence i wrote it and i mean it.

My feelings loneliness sadness happiness

and every day every moment i spent.

at the wrong time.

Finally OVER

It's finally OVER:)
My prelims r over but 'N' levels r coming up next.I just feel like slacking rather than studying but i'll try to study this time round.So tt i won't regret if i were to go to ITE.Well,it's e last day of prelim so i went out for a movie with pris& her classmates.E tittle of e movie is THE SHOCK LABYRINTH and we even watch it in 3D.I suppose e movie was scary but it was touching to me instead.Next movie will be LOVE CUTS, VILLON'S WIFE, RESIDENT EVIL.Hope tt i'm able to watch it b4 'N' levels.
But there's more coming up in a few weeks time:(

Will u be there?I'm sorry

I'm sorry if

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good daughter.

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good sister.

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good friend.

I'm sorry if i've made u sad.

I'm sorry if i've did something wrong.

I would feel guiltier if i were to fail everything tt i've done.

I know tt i've hurt u most.

I just couldn't make u feel better I'm really sorry.

But whenever u cry,i cried with u.

Whenever u laugh,i laugh louder than u.

When will i be able to return everything to u back?

I'm too afraid to lose everything tt i'm having it nw.

Be it my friends or families.

All of u stands a place in my heart n it will be staying there without moving out.

I will miss all of u when u all aren't beside me.

I will learn to be more mature.

I will stay stronger.

I will do my best nt to made u cry again.

I don't wish to hear u saying''没出息"

I wish to see u smile everyday.

I'm........

i've made u disappointed.