understanding

Sometimes,i ask myself,
Today i ve PE lesson.During e 2 period,we played captain ball.When TTT pass e ball 2 me,he threw it damn high den JW came to snatch.I got a shock n i didn't catch it.Tt stupid ttt say 'walao!u got so gentle ma!' wad e....tt's it man.After sku still went 4 breifing 4 e july elective modules.Damn sainzzz...i almost fall a sleep.We even watch a puma watch ad is damn lame....
I took back some of my results today.There's pass n fail.Although i'm prepared 2 fail,but i didn't expect it 2 be like tis.Wad was i thinking b4 e exams r round e corner?
What's on my mind?

I'm kinda tired

Sometimes,really only sometimes,
Exams r finially over but i just dun ve tt relieved feeling.Wad's wrong wiht me?Aren't i suppose 2 be happy?I'm afraid tt i'm gonna let myself down again.I admit tt this time round i didn't do anything much 2 push myself but i did studied especially 4 my math paper 2.I've lost 12 marks 4 tt paper!Anyway,out of this topic,i went 2 e 'tea chapter' today 2 drink tea.9 of my classmates went too.Evy n i went home by taking 147 bus.Bird n e rest of them took MRT home. Sometimes,I really dun understand myself.I knew wad was goin on around me but i took it as nth's goin on i'm thinking too much n tt's it.But when i came across ???? i'm stuck there staring in e blank.When i know tt y r u beside me,i still treat u as a friend but u pushed me away.Tt's when i felt it.Calling n msging me as n when u like n need.Won't call me out 4 an outing unless some1 call u 2 do so.I felt myself so dumb.Am i an idiot?U always can't see me even if i'm standing in front of u.Next time,i'll put a mirror between us so tt i won't hear u.
I don't understand you.

hahasss

01/05

It's a fun time
I was too tired 2 post 4 e past few days.
29/04:
Was Tiffany's b'day so i went 2 Bryan's house to celebrate with her.B4 she arrive,we prepared water balloon n cream 2 throw at her.But every1 miss our aims n we took pile to splash water at her.
30/04:
Went 2 Vivo 2 buy tickets 4 Ip man2.We were so lucky n unlucky.Lucky is bcuz e 13 of us goin was able to sit together but we were sitting at e 1st row.We saw Liang wen yin....
01/05:
After Tiffany's b'day was bird's b'day.We went 2 Kovan 2 eat NYNY.It's nice.We went 2 bugis 2 shop a while den came home.Tong came 2 my house b4 heading 2 basketball court.
02/05:
I went 2 play carpark catching.Den walk 2 rivervale plaza 4 dinner.
going out continuouisly