Why am I so easily affected?

If I didn't ask, I won't know. However, I regretted asking... It hurts so much. WG played this game in class asking the guys which girl would they kill and almost all of them said me... Am I really tt bad? Or split personality? I would really like to know the reason but it just hurt me deeply... I'm just too stupid to have placed friends in the first/second in my heart.

Can't help it:(

Since when did I learn to bottle up everything? What am I afraid of? Being betrayed? I tot I should get used to it alr? Why do I get so affected easily?!

U have corrupted my mind and I just can't seems to take u out~ can u walk out of my mind rather than me, wishing to chase u off but I can't. Everything just seems to be like a dream.. None of it are real... I tot i've alr forgotten but why did u appear again and stay in my heart? Getting crazy over in front of them.. Tt's not the way it should be!!

I. Just. Wish. That. You. Will. Be. Fine.