Sometimes i hope that i could go back to the past

As time goes by,i tried 2 turn back hoping 2 see

something/some1 but nothing's behind me.

All tt was left was just some videos n photos.

Some messages deep down in my heart.

I can't just simply 4get it.

Tears r always there 4 me.

I just need some1 2 understand me.

Things tt belongs 2 me doesn't really belong 2 me.

Nothing is really mine.

Am i nt good enough?

Or am i thinking too much?

I dunno where's e problem.

N wad's on my mind nw is only awkward.

I'm just on my way 2 give up...

but sometimes i don't.